<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009</id><updated>2011-07-30T17:48:35.682-05:00</updated><category term='D/s'/><category term='Accomplishments'/><category term='Helping'/><category term='goodreads.com'/><category term='Grief'/><category term='Darkness.'/><category term='Comfort'/><category term='Rejoice'/><category term='Lesbian'/><category term='Friends'/><category term='Thoughts'/><category term='Bisexual'/><category term='Cry'/><category term='BDSM'/><category term='Liife'/><category term='Discovery'/><category term='angels'/><category term='Story'/><category term='Life'/><category term='Submissive'/><category term='Failure'/><category term='Journey'/><category term='Realizations'/><category term='Writing'/><category term='Information'/><category term='whining'/><category term='Books'/><title type='text'>sadangel musings</title><subtitle type='html'>On a journey to discover myself.

Journey with me as I make my discoveries. Rejoice with me in my accomplishments and Cry with me in my failures.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>47</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-938968027061344053</id><published>2010-01-17T12:29:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2010-01-17T12:29:05.843-06:00</updated><title type='text'>*sigh*</title><summary type='text'>Depression sucks. It really does.

I have a man who loves me. Whom I love dearly. I feel so...for being depressed. I am so glad my Sir loves me as I am.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/938968027061344053/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2010/01/sigh.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/938968027061344053'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/938968027061344053'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2010/01/sigh.html' title='*sigh*'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-6027801322822863969</id><published>2009-12-27T11:01:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2009-12-27T11:01:26.207-06:00</updated><title type='text'>I Won't Be Home For Christmas</title><summary type='text'>A beautiful Song. Let's remember that our troops need our support. Their families do too.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/6027801322822863969/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-won-be-home-for-christmas.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6027801322822863969'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6027801322822863969'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-won-be-home-for-christmas.html' title='I Won&amp;#39;t Be Home For Christmas'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-9197165769335376059</id><published>2009-10-02T22:08:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-10-02T22:08:46.965-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Scent of Cin by Ella Drake</title><summary type='text'>Scent of Cin by Ella DrakeDeath brought Cin her love, a sexy half-demon she can't resistHalf-demon Vedo resurrects the newly-dead Cinnamon Murphy, detective, bane of the Hellions — and all woman. Vedo needs her to find his son, product of a forced union with a powerful demoness, but Vedo gets more than he bargains for. Once Cin is no longer a shade, her scent becomes a lure his Nephilim nature </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/9197165769335376059/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/10/scent-of-cin-by-ella-drake.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/9197165769335376059'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/9197165769335376059'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/10/scent-of-cin-by-ella-drake.html' title='Scent of Cin by Ella Drake'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-7521799271152101777</id><published>2009-09-30T10:26:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-30T10:28:17.121-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Zerah's Chosen--Isabelle Santiago</title><summary type='text'>Zerah's Chosen, Book I of the Guardians of Zerah romantic fantasy series, is out today from Drollerie Press!Fate chose those who were worthy and marked them at conception. This mark sealed their destiny.Kieran of Aipa is Death’s Guardian, marked from birth into servitude to a people who have shunned his very existence. He resents his position and all that it entails. A life without freedom, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/7521799271152101777/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/zerahs-chosen-isabelle-santiago.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7521799271152101777'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7521799271152101777'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/zerahs-chosen-isabelle-santiago.html' title='Zerah&apos;s Chosen--Isabelle Santiago'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-2161727277254672211</id><published>2009-09-30T10:15:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-30T10:25:40.487-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Ruthless Beauty by Kim Knox</title><summary type='text'>Ruthless Beauty by Kim KnoxRachel Sutherland loves control—her job, her life and the men who pass fleetingly through. Yet she aches for someone who doesn’t care about who she is, who would take her for his pleasure and hers. Shame that man is only a fantasy.Jareth is a fae, bound to the mortal realm by a curse, and he needs Rachel. His curse has always meant a woman’s pleasure must come before </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/2161727277254672211/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/ruthless-beauty-by-kim-knox.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2161727277254672211'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2161727277254672211'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/ruthless-beauty-by-kim-knox.html' title='Ruthless Beauty by Kim Knox'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1570620798405243301</id><published>2009-09-29T11:55:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-29T11:58:19.083-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Under the Covers--Crystal Jordan</title><summary type='text'>"Naughty or Nice" in Under the Covers anthology, by Crystal JordanDayna Sharp has the perfect job, the perfect man…the perfect life. So why is the prospect of marrying Mr. Wonderful so perfectly boring? It’s a question Dayna can’t shake when she brings her fiance home to meet her spectacularly un-boring family–and finds herself pursued by a bad-boy bearing gifts that could burn a hole in more </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1570620798405243301/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/under-covers.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1570620798405243301'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1570620798405243301'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/under-covers.html' title='Under the Covers--Crystal Jordan'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://i86.photobucket.com/albums/k113/crystaljordan/UnderTheCovers/th_UnderTheCovers_432x648.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3635704377058424891</id><published>2009-09-06T17:35:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-06T17:37:18.447-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Struggling</title><summary type='text'>Struggling. Trying.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3635704377058424891/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/struggling.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3635704377058424891'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3635704377058424891'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/09/struggling.html' title='Struggling'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8952628154680362898</id><published>2009-08-31T14:37:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-08-31T14:40:07.181-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Books'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='goodreads.com'/><title type='text'>My Bookshelf</title><summary type='text'>I love to read and found this when a friend sent me an email with a link to it. I have a few books I'm still adding to this, and I can keep a "Wish list" of books I want to read.          </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8952628154680362898/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-bookshelf.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8952628154680362898'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8952628154680362898'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/my-bookshelf.html' title='My Bookshelf'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3347896657439196320</id><published>2009-08-28T22:32:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-08-28T22:34:17.364-05:00</updated><title type='text'>OMG...TOO FUNNY</title><summary type='text'>When I saw this and listened I could not stop laughing. It's just too good. Seriously, listen to the whole thing.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3347896657439196320/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/omgtoo-funny.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3347896657439196320'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3347896657439196320'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/omgtoo-funny.html' title='OMG...TOO FUNNY'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-6542433187759640470</id><published>2009-08-07T16:03:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-08-07T16:12:27.813-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Major Updates</title><summary type='text'>First, I have updated my blog site. I have added a new template that I found on my journey and I think I like it. I think it goes well with my being a "sad angel"...or an angel at all. That is what drew me to this template.  Second. I have been in my apartment now for nearly 3 months. I will confess, it gets lonely.  But I have managed to get all my belongings from "her" place, so little by </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/6542433187759640470/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/major-updates.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6542433187759640470'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6542433187759640470'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/08/major-updates.html' title='Major Updates'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8372247567501878823</id><published>2009-06-01T16:10:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-06-01T16:14:32.374-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Lots of changes</title><summary type='text'>Well, it's been awhile since I've written and many things have changed. I am now out of the Women's Shelter and in my own apt as of May 20. I have a futon sofa for sitting and sleeping at the moment and a few things for cooking. It's all good and I'll work things out little by litte.  Still need to get my belongings from my abuser and she knows that it may take a few months for me to get them. </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8372247567501878823/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/06/lots-of-changes.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8372247567501878823'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8372247567501878823'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/06/lots-of-changes.html' title='Lots of changes'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-7980490160827862583</id><published>2009-05-12T10:22:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-05-12T10:42:35.977-05:00</updated><title type='text'>It's happening...</title><summary type='text'>Okay. So this morning I call housing authority to let them know I'm interested. They have an apartment already for me. They figured my rent out and it is almost $75.00 cheaper than I had it figured to be so this is really good.  One of the workers at the shelter knows where it is and said it's a good one because it is an apartment on the outside of the complex next to the main road where the bus </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/7980490160827862583/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/its-happening.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7980490160827862583'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7980490160827862583'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/its-happening.html' title='It&apos;s happening...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3951077269663937793</id><published>2009-05-11T10:39:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-05-11T10:43:45.701-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Possiblities</title><summary type='text'>I have two possible places. One is $375/month and a one bedroom which I could make work and it would be very tight on my budget.  The day that I told the apartment manager I was interested, I received my second notice from Housing Authority about a one bedroom for $175-195 a month. I went Friday and turned all the paperwork in they requested plus went and got my two police background checks </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3951077269663937793/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/possiblities.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3951077269663937793'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3951077269663937793'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/possiblities.html' title='Possiblities'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3676079730380393819</id><published>2009-05-06T14:15:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-05-06T14:20:09.474-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Wednesday Weirdness....</title><summary type='text'>Actually, not so weird as the weather is just so rainy and cold and windy. Been a day. Apartment hunting. So far, no luck. *sigh* Just a few more days left at the shelter and I don't know what's going to happen from here. Trying to stay positive. I really am.So the song of the day has been in head for quite a few days. So to get it out of my head....it's the song of the day. Lyrics only. Someday </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3676079730380393819/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/wednesday-weirdness.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3676079730380393819'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3676079730380393819'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/wednesday-weirdness.html' title='Wednesday Weirdness....'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8567696515175522928</id><published>2009-05-01T13:22:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2009-05-01T13:29:03.735-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Friday Song....</title><summary type='text'>Song of the day. There is audio to this. Probably could have found video but I'm lazy. I'll admit it!! (well I tried to add the audio link. Let me try something else)You'll have to copy and paste directly to addy bar. I'll edit it on Monday if I can. Sorry. Library computer.To You!http://www.bryanadams.com/index.php?target=archive,lyrics&amp;lyrics_release=18&amp;lycris_song=210&amp;showAudio=1&amp;countHistory=</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8567696515175522928/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/friday-song.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8567696515175522928'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8567696515175522928'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/05/friday-song.html' title='Friday Song....'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5971981849905996789</id><published>2009-04-30T10:38:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-30T10:43:11.700-05:00</updated><title type='text'>A Thursday Musing</title><summary type='text'>So, it's been a week... Frustrated at times, hopeful at times. Trying to not slip into that lost place where it becomes too dark for me to handle. Been feeling that way the last few days and don't quite know how to deal with it. Trying to stay positive, but having a hard time finding that right now. There are some positive things in my life, most especially My Sir. He's always there when I need </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5971981849905996789/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday-musing.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5971981849905996789'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5971981849905996789'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday-musing.html' title='A Thursday Musing'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5534331179817679387</id><published>2009-04-28T11:32:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-09-05T08:12:05.371-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Today's Song + post</title><summary type='text'>Found a beautiful song for the song of the day. Just not sure how it will be taken. It's meant in a quiet, soft, adoring way. The second verse is the one that really says it for me.Beauty and the Beast (Celine Dion/Peabo Bryson)Tale as old as time True as it can be Barely even friends Then somebody bends Unexpectedly Just a little change Small, to say the least Both a little scared Neither one </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5534331179817679387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/todays-song-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5534331179817679387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5534331179817679387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/todays-song-post.html' title='Today&apos;s Song + post'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-4820289547495986047</id><published>2009-04-28T11:14:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-28T11:16:34.995-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Song of the day....Change is gonna come</title><summary type='text'>Chose this song for my song of the day to remind me that A change IS gonna come.I'm just so frustrated today. *sigh*Change Is Gonna Come" (Sam Cooke)I was born by the river in a little tentAnd just like that river I've been running ever sinceIt's been a long time comingBut I know a change is gonna come, oh yes it willIt's been too hard living, but I'm afraid to dieCos I don't know what's out </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/4820289547495986047/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-daychange-is-gonna-come.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4820289547495986047'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4820289547495986047'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-daychange-is-gonna-come.html' title='Song of the day....Change is gonna come'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8767043613145346064</id><published>2009-04-27T10:27:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-27T10:33:04.462-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Monday update</title><summary type='text'>Well. Long weekend. Lot's happened at the shelter, some wasn't good. It was all worked out eventually but some of it got scary for a bit.Sunday, called abuser as I felt strongly that I needed to make sure my belongings are still there. She was suprisingly decent. Didn't sound drunk. (Yes, that surprises me) and she said she was just thinking of boxing it up and taking it to the trash. She says </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8767043613145346064/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/monday-update.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8767043613145346064'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8767043613145346064'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/monday-update.html' title='Monday update'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1508001607276430566</id><published>2009-04-23T10:34:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-23T10:37:48.602-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>This just fits for my nights for awhile. The nightmares and bad dreams. A place to feel safe. Thank You! (smiles softly at Him)As usual, can't embed so please go see it here at the link. It's pretty.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NTPiQh0UKkMHold Me (Laura Branigan)Kinda young, very prettyLiving alone, full of fearFeeling lost, so unhappyWaiting for luck to appearMeet a man, sit together,Talk </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1508001607276430566/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/this-just-fits-for-my-nights-for-awhile.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1508001607276430566'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1508001607276430566'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/this-just-fits-for-my-nights-for-awhile.html' title=''/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5368920880327852103</id><published>2009-04-22T10:29:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-22T10:38:56.052-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Reflections of my night last night...</title><summary type='text'>Last night was such a night. Hard. Emotional.One of those nights that makes you wonder if you will ever be able to be "normal" like other people. One of those nights where you realize that your past has so colored your present and you just can't help but cry.  One of those nights where you are thankful to know that there is someone who is there for you. To "hold you" through the tears, and to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5368920880327852103/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/reflections-of-my-night-last-night.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5368920880327852103'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5368920880327852103'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/reflections-of-my-night-last-night.html' title='Reflections of my night last night...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-2170800997889366634</id><published>2009-04-21T13:33:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-21T13:42:21.808-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Song of the day for Tuesday....</title><summary type='text'>A favorite of mine for the song of the day. From the Movie Top Gun of course. And Yes. You do take my breath away. *soft smile*Take My Breath Away... Berlin (Top Gun)Oooh oooh take it take it all awayOooh ooh take my breath awayOooh ooh yoooo take my breath awayLook into my eyes and you'll see I'm the only oneYou've captured my love stolen my heartChanged my lifeEvery time you make a move you </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/2170800997889366634/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-day-for-tuesday.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2170800997889366634'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2170800997889366634'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-day-for-tuesday.html' title='Song of the day for Tuesday....'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-2706453091736426437</id><published>2009-04-20T15:40:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-21T13:32:06.517-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Busy day today. short update</title><summary type='text'>Today has been very busy but I think also very productive.Went to Social Security and got paperwork needed. Made certian that "she" cannot access any of my information from them even if she has my SSN. Made sure that I am OFF her paperwork as her Payee Representative. Went to a small Christian Ministries place where they gave me some clothes and a purse for free and told me to come back in 3 </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/2706453091736426437/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/busy-day-today-short-update.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2706453091736426437'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2706453091736426437'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/busy-day-today-short-update.html' title='Busy day today. short update'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-6180599420489602618</id><published>2009-04-17T11:22:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-17T11:29:03.352-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Friday Song of the Day</title><summary type='text'>I was talking to My Sir last night and mentioned that this song has been in my head since Wednesday. So, I'm posting it today. It's one of my favorites, and definitely one of my favorite Divine Miss M songs!! Enjoy!I still cannot embed a video so please just click the link!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oR6okRuOLc8The Rose (Bette Middler)Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reedSome</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/6180599420489602618/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/friday-song-of-day.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6180599420489602618'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6180599420489602618'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/friday-song-of-day.html' title='Friday Song of the Day'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5187686799824832265</id><published>2009-04-16T11:51:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-16T11:59:35.802-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Thursday Update...</title><summary type='text'>Taking advantage of having some pc time today and updating today. Better day in most ways. Finding some addresses I need and figuring out how to take the next steps for housing. Got an application for a place that sounds very promising. Crossing my fingers.Song of the Day: Just because it seems to fit.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSSoMw3R-E8A moment like this (Kelly Clarkson)If I told you it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5187686799824832265/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday-update.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5187686799824832265'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5187686799824832265'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday-update.html' title='Thursday Update...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5698426529372570484</id><published>2009-04-15T13:20:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-15T13:20:59.834-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Paniky Day</title><summary type='text'>Yeah. Today was a panicky day for several reasons. The biggest reason was the Doctor's appointment...which turned out to be a big bust *sigh* It's okay. They recommened I make another appointment but keep the appointment I have elsewhere next Wed. So I will. I really need to start taking anti-depressants, and even they said so, but I cannot see the Doctor at Mental Health for at least 2 - 3 </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5698426529372570484/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/paniky-day.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5698426529372570484'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5698426529372570484'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/paniky-day.html' title='Paniky Day'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-149121676797027153</id><published>2009-04-09T14:36:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-09T14:39:13.761-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Thursday</title><summary type='text'>God....mammogram today. I've had it smashed and tugged and pulled today. Too bad it wasn't fun!  I swear a man designed that doggone machine. *glares at the man who did it!!*Naw...it's okay. It's time to take care of my health and this is one way to continue to do that. Little by little. Getting my allergies and asmatha under control slowly.  Next to work on the pain from arthritis.  I know that </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/149121676797027153/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/149121676797027153'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/149121676797027153'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/thursday.html' title='Thursday'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-6048458153837737380</id><published>2009-04-08T11:25:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-08T11:29:13.720-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Wednesday update</title><summary type='text'>So, been busy. I got my Housing Authority letter. The first step. I'm on the waiting list for Section 8 and Housing Authority now. I will be applying for foodstamps and my SS card most likely later today.Went to the Doctor yesterday for the first time in several years. I am started back on my asmatha medication and allergy medication. The doctor took time to listen to why I haven't been. (My </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/6048458153837737380/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/wednesday-update.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6048458153837737380'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/6048458153837737380'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/wednesday-update.html' title='Wednesday update'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8087170905022409848</id><published>2009-04-06T13:29:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-06T13:35:37.913-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Song of the day (Sunday and then Monday)</title><summary type='text'>I cannot link from the pc  I use right now...but the one that has been in my mind since last night, yesterday is Kelly Clarkson (Because of You). It's to those who have hurt me...made me afraid. Because of 'you' I'm afraid. This is Sunday's Song of the Day.But I am working on no longer being afraid. I'm learning slowly to believe in myself. It will take time but I know that I have people who care</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8087170905022409848/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-day-sunday-and-then-monday.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8087170905022409848'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8087170905022409848'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/song-of-day-sunday-and-then-monday.html' title='Song of the day (Sunday and then Monday)'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1424082238107089765</id><published>2009-04-02T11:17:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-04-02T11:19:10.676-05:00</updated><title type='text'>I am safe....</title><summary type='text'>I am safe.I am in a safe place and am working on housing. I have a tracphone and several people I trust have the number and we stay in contact through text for three of them, which cost very little. One I stay in contact through telephone call and that has really helped so much.Monday through Thursday I can access a computer. Possibly on Fridays when they are available. I can check my email and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1424082238107089765/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/i-am-safe.html#comment-form' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1424082238107089765'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1424082238107089765'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/04/i-am-safe.html' title='I am safe....'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-490055859740221147</id><published>2009-03-23T17:15:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-03-23T17:19:23.141-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Helping'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><title type='text'>Things I'm trying to do to help myself.</title><summary type='text'>I sent an email to the State Housing Authority and then called one of the "Transitional Housing" numbers I had found. They could not help me as they are for women with children only but they gave me a number to call.A very nice lady really sat and listened to what I needed. Asked about my disabilities and my emotional state. She made some phone calls while she placed me on hold; but she kept </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/490055859740221147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/things-im-trying-to-do-to-help-myself.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/490055859740221147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/490055859740221147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/things-im-trying-to-do-to-help-myself.html' title='Things I&apos;m trying to do to help myself.'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1621865301770039793</id><published>2009-03-21T11:04:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-03-21T11:11:23.733-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Darkness.'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='whining'/><title type='text'>It's my party...I'll cry if I want to...</title><summary type='text'>You would cry too, if it happened to you.Yes, I know, it's a song, but it just fits my mood today. So if you aren't wanting to read whining or sadness...then today's post isn't something to read. You have been warned.I'm working on making the changes necessary for my life. In doing so, I'm about to become most likely homeless, because I cannot take being here anymore. Just when I think I can take</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1621865301770039793/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/its-my-partyill-cry-if-i-want-to.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1621865301770039793'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1621865301770039793'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/its-my-partyill-cry-if-i-want-to.html' title='It&apos;s my party...I&apos;ll cry if I want to...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3878158640051634354</id><published>2009-03-18T16:35:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-03-18T16:51:07.085-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><title type='text'>Dealing with change...</title><summary type='text'>Not going into why, but life is about to make a drastic change. It isn't easy for me to deal with. I don't know if I have the strength to do what needs to be done. Don't know what to do. Seems others believe I have the strength to do it. I'll have to trust their judgment. I don't trust my own right now.So that's honesty at it's most clear today. Sorry if it isn't clear at all.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3878158640051634354/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/dealing-with-change.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3878158640051634354'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3878158640051634354'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/dealing-with-change.html' title='Dealing with change...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1497068413089241378</id><published>2009-03-11T15:54:00.006-05:00</published><updated>2009-03-15T12:23:13.874-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Friends'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Writing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Books'/><title type='text'>Promoting a Friend and his work</title><summary type='text'>So, I'm an avid reader. I love to read. I've made many new friends at Literotica and one of them is Rob Graham. He has a project coming up with Celina Summers that is due out in April 2009. It is a Vampire Trilogy and the teasers that I've read on his site show that it promises to be a good read."The Vampires Covenants 1: Breaking the Covenants" will be coming out in April 2009 and will be </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1497068413089241378/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/promoting-friend-and-his-work.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1497068413089241378'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1497068413089241378'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/promoting-friend-and-his-work.html' title='Promoting a Friend and his work'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-2196545911777440751</id><published>2009-03-11T10:23:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-03-11T10:39:40.860-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Liife'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='whining'/><title type='text'>I'm trying...</title><summary type='text'>I really am.Some days are just harder than others. I hate admitting that some days I feel so vulnerable and so fragile. I feel like a burden on others when I do, so..sometimes I just don't say so.  Sometimes I don't say I'm feeling extra sad, because I don't want to bring others down...so I keep it to myself. I've learned that so well from childhood and beyond.Somedays, I just need a little extra</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/2196545911777440751/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/im-trying.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2196545911777440751'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2196545911777440751'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/im-trying.html' title='I&apos;m trying...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-2128730595381720461</id><published>2009-03-06T10:13:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2009-03-06T10:20:57.365-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='angels'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Grief'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Comfort'/><title type='text'>She's my angel now...</title><summary type='text'>My grandmother died Tuesday night around 6pm. My mother said she just slipped away quietly to begin her newest journey.I know that she is watching over me now and her Grace, Dignity, Courage and Strength are all things that I will stive to work to have as a part of my life. She lived a long life, saw and did things that make me proud. She was always there for those who needed her.  I am glad she </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/2128730595381720461/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/shes-my-angel-now.html#comment-form' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2128730595381720461'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/2128730595381720461'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/03/shes-my-angel-now.html' title='She&apos;s my angel now...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-196668897797926971</id><published>2009-02-28T16:05:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-28T16:08:02.438-06:00</updated><title type='text'>Learning how to say goodbye...</title><summary type='text'>Today, I'm having to learn again, how to say goodbye. I found out my Grandmother is dying. She has lived a long life and a good one. Hard, but good. She loved me, and though she didn't say it often, she showed it in some unique ways. Ways that still make me smile and today make me cry.I'm learning how to let go of her, and to know that it is time. It isn't right to want her to stay when pain is </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/196668897797926971/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/learning-how-to-say-goodbye.html#comment-form' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/196668897797926971'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/196668897797926971'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/learning-how-to-say-goodbye.html' title='Learning how to say goodbye...'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-606091679208535894</id><published>2009-02-26T08:19:00.001-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-26T08:20:51.002-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Thoughts'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='D/s'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Submissive'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I posted this at Fetlife. Thought I'd repost it here. Just my thoughts.Ok. So I know I am a submissive. What does that mean? For me it means a few things.*I want to be the one to submit in a relationship. I do not want to dominate.*I want to sumbit to one person only. I don't want to submit to all that demand or ask.*I respect other Dom/Me's and will treat them with respect if they earn it. It's </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/606091679208535894/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/i-posted-this-at-fetlife.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/606091679208535894'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/606091679208535894'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/i-posted-this-at-fetlife.html' title=''/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-4690752351736176899</id><published>2009-02-25T15:25:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-25T15:46:11.145-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Lesbian'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Story'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Life'/><title type='text'>Wednesday Musings of an angel....</title><summary type='text'>So. On Valentine's Day I had a story I submitted on Literotica accepted. Within about 3-4 days time it was already listed as a HOT story! I was/am still shocked. I'm working on the sequel to it. Need to finish editing, but the last few days I haven't felt well so it hasn't been done. I've been procrastinating and reading some comics that were suggested. A nice diversion to life I might say.I'm </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/4690752351736176899/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/wednesday-musings-of-angel.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4690752351736176899'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4690752351736176899'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/wednesday-musings-of-angel.html' title='Wednesday Musings of an angel....'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-1187677257445217731</id><published>2009-02-16T23:24:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-16T23:35:05.731-06:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>The following two items were found at http://rsvpla.org  and have been reprinted here with the permission of said webmistress. The author's are unknown. If you do know who the author's are, please feel free to leave the name/website where it can be verified in the comments and I'll get the info to http://rsvpla.org ~~~~~A submissives rights.i have the right to set limits, and expect them to be </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/1187677257445217731/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/following-two-items-were-found-at.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1187677257445217731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/1187677257445217731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/following-two-items-were-found-at.html' title=''/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-5303400534310369938</id><published>2009-02-12T15:35:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-12T16:21:03.672-06:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, I was Blog surfing yesterday. Found these two posts at http://dsinvegas.blogspot.com/ and wanted to make sure they are seen. They are something I needed to read.Responsibilities of a SubmissiveI received this list in email from one of the local BDSM clubs, and share it for your consideration. Perhaps they are all just common sense:Spend adequate time exploring yourself, your needs and desires</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/5303400534310369938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/so-i-was-blog-surfing-yesterday.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5303400534310369938'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/5303400534310369938'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/so-i-was-blog-surfing-yesterday.html' title=''/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3782187074221629601</id><published>2009-02-11T08:03:00.005-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-11T08:54:15.095-06:00</updated><title type='text'>What does it mean to me?</title><summary type='text'>What does being bi-sexual mean to me? It means that I love both men and women. That I want to connect on every level with a partner of either sex.It means that I want to be with that person for who they are...not what they are.It does not mean that I'm promiscuous with either. It doesn't mean that I cannot make up my mind.What does being submissive mean to me?It means that I will give myself to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3782187074221629601/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/what-does-it-mean-to-me.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3782187074221629601'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3782187074221629601'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/what-does-it-mean-to-me.html' title='What does it mean to me?'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-3990016982211105789</id><published>2009-02-10T08:40:00.004-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-10T08:49:07.201-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Rejoice'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Accomplishments'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Cry'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Failure'/><title type='text'>I will.</title><summary type='text'>As my tag-line at the top says. I am on a Journey. I will be making discoveries about myself. About what I like and don't like. About me.  I will have some accomplishments. Some may be large and easily seen by others. Some may be small and not seen by any. They will be something I can be proud of. Please rejoice with me when I make these accomplishments.I will have failures. Some will be glaring </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/3990016982211105789/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/i-will.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3990016982211105789'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/3990016982211105789'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/i-will.html' title='I will.'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-7990587480844154887</id><published>2009-02-09T10:56:00.010-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-12T16:39:30.570-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='BDSM'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Information'/><title type='text'>BDSM Links and more</title><summary type='text'>I'm going to use this post for BDSM Links I find that are helpful to me. You may find them helpful also. The two BDSM Blogs I follow are a very good start. You will find them to the left. I will mostly concentrate on one's for submissives but there will be a few that will relate to the Dom/Me's also. This list will be updated as I find one's that seem to be helpful or important. (At least to me) </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/7990587480844154887/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/bdsm-links-and-more.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7990587480844154887'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/7990587480844154887'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/bdsm-links-and-more.html' title='BDSM Links and more'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-4769535422777796311</id><published>2009-02-09T09:53:00.005-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-09T17:48:44.307-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Bisexual'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='BDSM'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Journey'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Realizations'/><title type='text'>A Journey worth taking</title><summary type='text'>It's going to be a long journey I know. I know it will be a hard journey at times. It has already been a hard one. I think in the end it will be worth taking it.It has already been hard to make this step. To admit I'm bi-sexual. To admit I'm cracked. To admit I need something more. I know it will get harder at times, but I also know it will have it's own rewards.I've had to realize new things </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/4769535422777796311/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/journey-worth-taking.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4769535422777796311'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/4769535422777796311'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/journey-worth-taking.html' title='A Journey worth taking'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8691253711257152413</id><published>2009-02-08T17:07:00.003-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-09T10:15:25.164-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='BDSM'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Realizations'/><title type='text'>More realizations</title><summary type='text'>1. When I fall. I fall hard.2. I am cracked and can be easily broken.3. Some of my "Soft Limits" are really "Hard Limits". I just didn't have the right words to figure out why. I do now thanks to a kind Sir that helped put it into the words that explained it.4. I make mistakes. I screw up. I can be forgiven for that.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8691253711257152413/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/more-realizations.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8691253711257152413'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8691253711257152413'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/more-realizations.html' title='More realizations'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7167964472792669009.post-8754019473965720147</id><published>2009-02-08T02:44:00.006-06:00</published><updated>2009-02-09T10:09:26.679-06:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Discovery'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='BDSM'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Realizations'/><title type='text'>Long time since I mused</title><summary type='text'>Well, it has been. I'm blogging late at night (Early in the morning) because I can't sleep.My life the past few months. Really, the past few years. I'm reaching some realizations in my life. Some are hard to figure out just how and what to share.1. Realizing I'm not a lesbian so much as I am bi-sexual. I've been slowly coming to terms with that one for two years...and a few months ago, finally </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/feeds/8754019473965720147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/long-time-since-i-mused.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8754019473965720147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7167964472792669009/posts/default/8754019473965720147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://sad-angelmuses.blogspot.com/2009/02/long-time-since-i-mused.html' title='Long time since I mused'/><author><name>sadangel</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16980595548621893759</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='23' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_VAoNB_3buIk/SY6XgrFvO7I/AAAAAAAAALM/TTLuIefehSQ/S220/Deanna_Brooks_pv01b.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
