Major Updates

First, I have updated my blog site. I have added a new template that I found on my journey and I think I like it. I think it goes well with my being a "sad angel"...or an angel at all. That is what drew me to this template.

Second. I have been in my apartment now for nearly 3 months. I will confess, it gets lonely. But I have managed to get all my belongings from "her" place, so little by little it is becoming my place. I still need to repack some things and store them in the small storage area, but I am not worried about doing it quickly. I figure as long as I have it done before October 15, I am good. (My Sir will be coming for 2 weeks then, so it must be done by then!!) So I have about 2 months to finish. I think I'll probably finish it in the next few weeks.

Third. I have a new computer. Some unbelievable friends from a message forum I go to, got together and bought one and had it shipped. It is so frigging unbelievable!! I still am in awe that they did it! I love it. It has a flat screen monitor, and so it sits on an old plastic milk crate with no problems and I can sit on my futon sofa to surf. I started at the bed, but I could never get comfortable there. At least on the futon, I can sit back or sit up as needed.

Fourth, I continue in counseling. I admit, there are days I would rather not go, but I do. I almost had to laugh yesterday. My counselor told me she was trying to make me angry. Said she wants me to get angry. Because I stuff it all down inside and don't release it. She almost got me angry yesterday, but I quickly just said, "It doesn't matter, drop the subject"...of course, she did not.

Fifth. I am so done with "her" and now that I have my belongings, I don't ever have to see her again. Can I say...*Hallelujah!!*

Sixth, I have a wonderful man in my life. He has been my rock and my comfort through all of this. I love him so dearly. *yes, I can be mushy!!* I can't wait to see Him in October!! I must wait, but I don't want to! *sigh then giggle*